DISAPPEAR

from TALAMASCA - The Lonesome Vampires Society by Eloha

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The definitive version of this song, closer to the live version than the previous recording on the Draghoula soundtrack. I wrote that chorus and general idea, completely nude and in the middle of one of the greatest crises of my life, crying and screaming restrained on a metal bed soldered to the floor, in a padded cell at the Pinel institute for the criminally insane, (I was being evaluated to determine if I was fit to stand trial.) Eventually my rants and screams turned into a word: DISAPPEAR! I want to disappear I sang like a suicidal mantra. I also "wrote" or created, rather, SUI, SUI, SUI, SUICIDE! that same night... which appeared on our first C.D. "Sodom & Gomorrah"

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DISAPPEAR

Main street, red light
fake smile, cheap tease
Old man, big car
Body sold, heart bleed

Some wish they could just

Disappear woo, Disappear woo
Disappear woo, Disappear woo
Disappear woo, Disappear woo

Birds fly, love dies
Time cuts, Brothers cry
Another one,
One more, two more, three more...

Some wish they could just

Disappear woo, Disappear woo
Disappear woo, Disappear woo
Disappear woo, Disappear woo

When they couldn't find love
kids went and looked elsewhere
there they found sugar dads who would love their sex, and we live next door and we just don't care enough

Some wish they would just

Disappear woo, Disappear woo
Disappear woo, Disappear woo
Come on and
Disappear woo, Disappear woo
Disappear woo, disappear woo

And we live next door and we just don't care enough
Sometimes I wish I could just
Disappear

credits

from TALAMASCA - The Lonesome Vampires Society, released October 30, 1996
Words & Music by: Eloha
Produced by: Eloha
Engineered by: J.G. Montpetit
Recorded at Creason studio, Montreal 1996
Drum programming: Richie Brazz
Guitar, bass, voice by Eloha

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Eloha Toronto, Ontario

Canadian singer and founder of Montreal heavy metal sensation INSANE (1985-'89), Montreal bloody gothic hard rock vampire stalkers TALAMASCA (1993-'99), Toronto diamond hard rockers
THE SEVENATE (2005-'13), then went solo after a move to Paris with
ELOHA & THE VELVETTES (2013-'14) and finally founded diamond rock aliens of
ELEV8 (2017- present)... ... more